Friday, April 21, 2006

the Babysitter.

for the past three days [including today,excluding Thursday], uh-huh, am the Babysitter.
only God knows how it feels like to be doing the housework + looking after the baby + keeping my cool to mama's nagging when she got home from work. [ma, sorry eh if i showed you rude attitude. i just couldn't talk back. i love you ma. sorry]

well, for this 3 days that i've been alone with Baby Norman, i think, the environment was different. i d0n't know. it was different.

every corner of the house, although its only like 3 months old, reminds me of grandma.
the kitchen. the bedroom. the balcony. i see grandma everywhere. the chair that she always sat on. i see her there. i can still hear her. smell her.
i miss nenek. so much.

when night falls, i called the Boyfriend for conversation. but instead of talking about anything else, i broke down. the reason being, i miss nenek.

dear boyfriend, im sorry that i broke down last night. i know you didn't mind. but still, i have to apologise.

i didn't get a good night sleep. woke up even to the slightest sound in the room, outside.

tomorrow's the semi's. hope to get well by tonight. or latest by early morning before travelling to Turf City. game against Bedok Kings. Again. wished to proceed to the finals and grab the Champ. hopefully.

okay. am out now.
guess who i'm chatting with right now? find out below. night.

Now Listening To: Slipped Away
Artist: Avril Lavigne

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posted by heartthatcries at 5:35 AM

Name: heartthatcries

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