Sunday, April 09, 2006

Flying Off Again.

It had been confirmed that papa is flying to the US again this Saturday, 15th April 2006. This time, he will stay there for only three weeks.
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i woke up from my afternoon nap from a cramp leg. i looked @ the clock and it is close to 2 hrs that i've slept.
lately, ive been seeing alot of people in my dreams, of which most of them i have never seen before.
i dreamt that i was living in a very huge and old house which is four storey high. it was raining and the lights are all very dim. there were alot of people, for which most of them i didn't know, of which most of them are old ladies wearing white Jubahs and Tudungs.
i'm not clear how i got to the 4th floor and looked out the window. it had stopped raining then. only cloudy. that was when i saw Donna and some people doing Tap Dancing @ the bus stop infront of the house. when i turned my back and turned again, everyone is gone.
there,in the same room, i saw my sister sitting and asked me if i want to sleep. i can't remember if i had said anything. so i pulled the curtain for her.
/flash/flash/
i went to the bottom ground and saw a man i don't know entering the house. i was told that the house have to be sold off. i argued but he never listen.
i started crying. cos i felt that i love the house. the man just go up the stairs and i went after him. i went up the stairs trying to catch up with him, but what i saw was one of the old ladies lying down on the stairs giving her last breath.
i managed to say this to her as i cried: "please don't go. you have to be strong. you remind me of nenek. if you leave me, who will visit me?"

posted by heartthatcries at 1:49 AM

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