Thursday, April 06, 2006

unkind.

Wednesday's game against RP had been cancelled due to very heavy rain and bad lightning.
Game will be held on Saturday @ 1p.pm instead @ Turf City. burnt again.

and so on the day we should have the game, the Boyfriend, Sophia & Deidre came to watch. unfortunately, its been cancelled. however, thank you all for your time dropping by to give your support. :)

spent close to 2hrs last night talking with the Boyfriend under my block. thank you dear. :)

had training again earlier today @ 4pm. we were unable to use the pitch as there were soccer selection. damn. i miss soccer so much! :/

unkind.

i just don't know where i have gone wrong.
the way i treated you.
the way i reacted.
why does it seems like every steps i made is a mistake?
i tried to please you.
i tried to make time for you.
but at the end of the day, i'm the one you blamed.
why?
kindness can be a disaster.
being unkind is worst.
what do you want from me?
even when i tried.
you just saw the bad side of me.
is it time to let go?
this has been going on a little too long.
or should i just let you eat me?
i tried to keep my cool.
i tried to be strong.
but for how long?
i never know.
this is just killing me softly.

Now Listening To: Wake Me Up When September Ends
Artist: Green Day

posted by heartthatcries at 7:54 AM

Name: heartthatcries

Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.

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