Sunday, September 10, 2006

Telemoviekita

HARDI&SITI NANA PRESENTS:

telemoviekita

they saw each other at the age of eleven.
only spoke a word or two at 14.
her friends were crazy over him.
they just couldnt stop talking.
some said he melted her everytime he passed by.
some confessed and cried cos she likes him so.
and those were her closest friends.
her bestfriends throughout 5 years in Secondary School.

for 4 years,
she said nothing about him.
although she knew she had something for him since they spoke the first word or two.
she was shy of that feeling.
she was scared she might hurt her bestfriend.

they graduated from school in 2003.
and she thought the feelings will fade away.
she thought he was only a fantasy.
until that day..until that day..
the fantasy became reality.

24.12.2004
he confessed to her through text messages.
and then being shy after that.
she was tongue tight.
she was excited.
she acted cool and acted blur.
*u cant possible say: "OH! I LIKE YOU TOO! WEE!" straight right?*

and so that night
they spoke what was in their heart.
the feelings they that they hide.
the years of silent love that have grown inside.

things were really going and moving in the right way then.
now, she wished that its still the same.
for now, she feels like she's not the girl she used to be.
the girl that she want when they first got together.

she made things hard.
for him.
for her.
for both.

things have been rough at one point.
they are still working on it.
she knows that he love her so.
but she definately loves him too.
but she can be too confusing sometimes.
not knowing what she wants.
she is being selfish.
she is just..
complicated.
lost.
unpredictable.

im sorry for all the things i've put you through.
i still love you the same.
but at this point of time, i really dont know if i can make things right again.
i dont want to make promises that i cant fufilled.
i dont know when this will stop.
but you are still holding on to me.
and i trust you.
i didnt mean to make you wait.
i never want to make you wait.
please.forgive.me.

posted by heartthatcries at 7:57 PM

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