Monday, August 28, 2006

goodbye

dear ad,

i just want to let you know that i never meant to say goodbye. i am always forced to do it cos you tried so hard to forget me. how is it possible to forget me, to not hold on to me when im still around you? that doesnt make sense. all i want you to be is, happy.

we did it again. we said goodbye again. this is always happening to us. but we keep running back to each other. why? because we know that we are part of each other's life. cos we are friends. cos friends never said goodbye.

but this time, i doubt it will be the same. i doubt we will turn back and reach each other again.
although its hard to believe, its true. this has always been up to you.

dear ad,

the first time we said goodbye, i regretted it alot. the second, i feel the same.
forgive me it happened the third time. and i promise you, this would be the last goodbye.

i never want this to happened. but do i have a choice? i'm always trying to please you. but i kept failing.

i remember all the text messages about being friends forever. about promises to be there.always.

guess its all meant to be broken.
to be forgotten.

its very sad that we started as friend in a nice way but said good bye with valgurities thrown to my face.
i never thought a friend would do that to me. a friend. wow..

thank you so much for all those times. the laughters and the tears ad.

hate me. curse me. if that helps to make you feel better, to cure, to be free.

i wont hate you.

i will.remember you.friend.

nana

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