Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Still.

my mind is not at ease.
it keeps on screaming.
am i going crazy?
cos it didnt make sense.
i never want this to happen.
but i could see it coming.
i know,somehow,sometime, this will happen.
i havent given up on us.
never.
i still like you the same.
i still love you the same.
i still do.
i am covered with guilt.
the guilt of making you wait too long.
the guilt of keeping you lonely.
if you could hear what my heart wants to say,
this is what you should hear:
"you are all the things i ever wanted.and you are still the one. if you understand why im doing this,you wouldnt ask me why. the answer is right infront of you.i kept you in the dark for so long."
i thought it would help in a way.
but i realised it made things worst.
i havent change, like you think.
im still me.
i am just so confused sometimes.
im just afraid to hurt you more.
now, all that i want to say is,
you are still the one.

posted by heartthatcries at 7:49 AM

Name: heartthatcries

Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.

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