Sunday, September 24, 2006

forgive me

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me Somehow
I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
~Evanescence

last few days was messy for me. close friends images came running in my head. they linger infront of my eyes.

diana. shima. J.kecik

but im really grateful that one after another, when they came to mind, i received their smses. except for kecik's. its been so long that i havent hear from her. dnt even talk about seeing her around..

maybe we missed each other. and we have that strong feeling. the bond. well, i dnt knw what people call it, but yea.. it seems like we are connected in some ways.. so, how cool is that?

"ku rasa bagai bara asmara mu telah terpadam. mungkin ini kerana salah ku sendiri. ku cuba memberitahumu aku rindu. namun hati terasa berat dan terasa malu. hakikatnya, malam semalam aku dapat memberitahu mu. tapi, balasan mu agak membuatku terasa kecil. tahu kah kau betapa payahnya untuk aku meluahkan isi hati? untuk memberi kau tahu betapa ku rindu dan maseh menyayangi? tahukah kau, bila ku senyap, tidak bererti aku tidak peduli? tidak bererti ku tidak mengingati? aku maseh aku yang dulu..aku tetap aku.."

posted by heartthatcries at 8:36 AM

Name: heartthatcries

Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.

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