Monday, May 29, 2006

untitled.

the first Wantoks training with the Australian coach today. had fun training.
yesterday's Blacks Fun Touch was okay. win 3, lose 3, draw 2 in the womens open category.
my temper was really bad yesterday. i was so vulgar.i was not me. i'm sorry i showed the other side of siti mas'ainah. i love you all. & hope you all still love me too.
well,i got hooked to Rihanna's latest single, Unfaithful. a very touchy and powerful song.

UnFaitHfuL.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I dont wanna do this anymore
I dont wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I dont wanna hurt him anymore
I dont wanna take away his life
I dont wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as Im doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
Hes here reluctantly
as if Im gonna be out late
I say I wont be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didnt have to tell
Because we both know
where Im about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows Im unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I dont wanna do this anymore
I dont wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I dont wanna hurt him anymore
I dont wanna take away his life
I dont wanna be...
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I dont wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I dont wanna do this anymore
I dont wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I dont wanna hurt him anymore
I dont wanna take away his life
I dont wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

~rihanna

counting down the days to the end of the 1 week training:
6

Now Listening To: Unfaithful
Artist: Rihanna

posted by heartthatcries at 9:20 AM


Name:

Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.



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