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Wednesday, March 22, 2006where are you?
"i think im depress. i think im going insane. im weak.
the load was monsterous and disasterous. i wished that the time would stop. the earth would open up. and eat me alive." yesterday was the hell-iest day of my entire going-to-be 20th life. school projects is driving me nuts.and yeah, i created history- left school very bloody late yesterday at (tick-tock-tick-tock) 2200hrs. my mind is totally shut and the brain feel sore. thanks to the financial plan that we have to do for this one-of-a-hell project, Entrepreneurship. at that moment of time, the body was working but not the brain.(it wants a few-hours off) and so, unintentionally, unexpectedly the load pushed me too far that i broke down like a 2-year-old when mama called to check my where-being and started nagging. i don't care Laura was infront of me. i cried. and i felt a little better. but the fact that is a fact: the financial planning shit was not yet completed. my soul yelled for help. my brain told me to give up. my heart don't stop praying for strength and endurance. thank goodness, an angel nearby heard my inner cries. and God send us Daniel Khoo. he was the one who helped us with the typing out of the financial planning. thank you daniel. i greatly appreciate it. (and oh, i know you saw my sore eyes from crying.hey..thanks ya?) oh well. this was what happened. a lesson to review. a lesson to learnt. Guess who's Back? Back again? Papa'a Back!!! weeeee!! Now Listening To: Motivation Artist: Sum41 posted by heartthatcries at 12:23 AM |
About Me
Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see. LinksPrevious Cries..Archives |
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