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Saturday, March 18, 2006she misses her
she stands infront of the mirror.
looked inside her eyes to get some answers. she could'nt see why, as the time passed by, she is not being happy like she used to be. she misses her perfect smile, the laughter that pollutes the air. she wanted to become her. the girl staring back at her the one she used to be- she misses to be happy. she misses to smile she misses to laugh she misses the things she used to have. i was in deep emotional distraction last night. it was too heavy that tears was my lullaby to sleep. 1) i hurt my dearest bestfriend when i didnt make it to her place @ night. (mama didn't allow me to.its true.) 2) i think i lost a friend last night. 3) i think i cared for someone too late that the person is drifting away. (hey,This person found a new friend. im happy as long as she is.keep on smiling eh?) earlier @ Turf City: Before Play- Anne: hey! don't play if you are scared! (gosh.i got that right on my face.infront of my team mates.infront of our opponents and infront of some club players.) On the Pitch- Anne: Good hands nana! C'mon. you can do it. (after i passed her some stupid ball throw i guess.) Anne: C'mon nana. you can do it. you are a good player. dont be scared. (after WITE made a third try.) After Play- a light tap on my shoulder. (paused) Fiona: Can i talk to you for a while? (god. by this time, my heart really feels like melting.-the emotional syndrome-) we spoke for a few minutes on the way we played. but most of it is about my confidence. i was told to be more confident as i have the speed and skill to help the team. i accept it as i was really looking and feeling VERY nervous. i found out something from some team mates yesterday- Scared is my default look on every game. Final Score: WITE 4 Sneaky Cheecky 3 Now Listening To: Goodbye my Lover Artist: James Blunt posted by heartthatcries at 6:43 PM |
About Me
Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see. LinksPrevious Cries..Archives |
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