Monday, April 30, 2007

ordinary

Stayed at home on thursday and friday

how boring can Nana Mas's life be?

*roll eyes*

Got an engagement invitation a few blocks away from home on Saturday.
the bride: GORGEOUS.

many relatives were there.
almost every face seem unfamiliar.

wow.
i never thought i'd have a relative who looked like the No 11 Thai basketball player.
HAAH *do the patrik way*.

and so on sunday,with Yaya, stopped by Civic's Regional Library to borrow a book before going over to Zee's place for her farewell gathering.
Zee's going to India for School Attachement. how cool is that. however, i'm super glad that IA in ITE is local companies. i'd die of fright if i have to travel all the way to another people's country. *GULP*

well, Nana is a Scardy cat. :)

on May DAY, planned to catch up with the close 4 for zee's mini farewell gathering. however, seems like i chose the wrong day?
*woops*

okay. so much i've typed today.
dont guess when the next entry will be posted. ;)

Now Reading: FRIENDS & FAMILIES
Author: Margaret Kaine

Now Listening To: Say It Right
Artist: Nelly Furtado

posted by heartthatcries at 12:03 AM


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

There's Plenty to Share.

one:













I went for my virgin ankle injuries treatment.






believe it or not.






A.c.u.p.u.n.t.u.re.






.OUCH.













Two:





Many-many thing happened.


In 24 hours.





Of that Day.





Three:





Met up 2 close friends at Vivo City.


Did catching ups and updating each other about current situations.





And so i brought along an Old-skool card game: SNAP.





We sanpped for almost 10 rounds and, guess who's QUEEN?





Need no introduction cos.. ehem. it was me. *thank you2*





Its been quite a while since a had a great laugh. it feels so great to be feeling like that.


i had so much fun that night. *honest*





After so much laughing and doing squads for snapping at the wrong card, we headed for dessert at Earls Swensen.





They both had Fondue. 5 scoops of ice creams, banana slice, strawberries, cherries, wafers, brownie and almond slice, almond-chop toppings and of course the thick and yummy chocolate fudge to go with everything in the list. and yes, a slice of 3 different layers of ice-cream cake for the belated birthday girl. the other's treat.





i had Waffle for myself. Rectangular shaped waffle with 2 scoops of vanilla ice crea, strawberry and marshmellow toppings.


I didnt enjoy it as much as i thought i would. cos its too much butter. :)


Anyhow, i really had a good outing. Doing it again soon. Be waiting for 15th. thank you chicks for making my day! :D





okay.
I could not think of anything else to share.


Shall update again when i update.





Take Care people.

Now Listening To: Everywhere I Go

Artist: Katherine Mcphee

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posted by heartthatcries at 10:24 PM


Saturday, April 21, 2007

Strike 3

Strike Me Out

many many days have passed.

the dreams keep coming.

i think its already time to let go.

time for you to strike me out.

for me to strike you out.

strike me out.
strike my name.
strike my face.
strike all the memories about me.

good luck.

posted by heartthatcries at 12:01 AM


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Demi Waktu

BY: Ungu

aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
yang kini hadir diantara kita
namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
yang slama ini temani hidupku

maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu yang bergulir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
seandainya bila kubisa memilih

kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
membawa aku dalam kehancuran

posted by heartthatcries at 11:03 PM


3 days

its been three days since that day.

she is really gone?

i dont want to be selfish.

but either way i choose, will make me a selfish.


Now Listening To: Demi Waktu
Artist: Ungu

posted by heartthatcries at 10:56 PM


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

New Start

Today's Horoscope:

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)

If the status of a relationship isn't very clear, you should try opening your eyes a bit wider. If you're not seeing things the way they really are, it could be because you're afraid that the picture isn't as rosy as you want it to be. But you're dealing with your own happiness and future -- and knowing the truth is better than living in blissful ignorance. Seeing things as they really are doesn't always require courage -- sometimes it requires only a bit of self-respect. Besides, things are not as bad as you think!


sometimes, i became so blind i didnt even see the obvious thing infront of me..
my mind will be playing all the beautiful scences of a fantasy..
wake me up spmebody, please wake me up..
i need to open up my eyes wider, and listen to this heart..

posted by heartthatcries at 12:19 AM


Saturday, April 07, 2007

One day..

One day.
i will Fly.
Far away and never look back.
one day.

posted by heartthatcries at 11:44 PM


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Unwell

By: Matchbox 20
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why I'm not crazy,
I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

posted by heartthatcries at 9:05 PM


Elle

if Elle can listen and speak,
she will be the bestest friend i could ever have.
if Elle can listen and speak,
she will definately listen to all my stories.
if Elle can listen and speak,
she will tell me fairytales to make me happy.
if Elle can listen and speak,
she will bring me to a world far from reality.
if Elle can listen and speak..
if..
she will..
if she can listen and speak..

posted by heartthatcries at 8:18 PM


Sunday, April 01, 2007

Last Night

by: P Diddy ft Keyshia Cole

Last night,I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

I'm so alone I'm soooo lonelyyyyy,
Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,J
ust call me a baby,I
'm waiting on you.

posted by heartthatcries at 7:04 AM


Name:

Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.



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