Thursday, January 25, 2007

silence is easy

she sat on the chair.
staring at the screen infront of her.
she read every words stated.
she felt the pinch.

she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
she wished she read see it.
she wished she never seen it.
she hates the feelings.

she wished she could tell.
she wished she is perfect.
she wished she could run.
but she wished.

after all, she knows that sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid eventhough the truth is, she is hurting inside.

posted by heartthatcries at 10:34 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Last Week

TUESDAY: 09.01.07
CCA open House at the Multi-Purpose Hall.
Not really a good respond.

WEDNESDAY: 10.01.07
There was only one class on Wednesdays. so, i think this date, i stayed back in school and did a project? (err.. not sure) heh!!

THURSDAY: 11.01.07
where did i went to eh?
did i stayed back in school?
i cant remember.. woops.

FRIDAY: 12.01.07
It rained so heavily.
brought my soccer gears for 1st training, but unfortunately we didnt get to train.
so, went dinner somewhere around Hougang with "the Sisters"

SATURDAY: 13.01.07
Woke up early (not so la actually..hehe) to meet eunice at woodlands interchange. headed to Checkpoint's Seng Siong to get the ingredients for Zee's Birthday Cookie. Yaya joined after that and then Mas and then Hazi.
We returned to my place to bake the cookies. it was our Virgin Try okay. Good Effort was put in..ALTHOUGH, we realized that we used more than 500 grams of Butter!!! *oh0oh* :/
but it still taste good anyway. heh!!!
yup. and they stayed over at my place and decided that we bake a new piece for the Birthday Cookie.

THE NEXT DAY, SUNDAY: 14.01.07
Eunice and i went to Seng Siong again to get the ingredients. but this time, we decided to buy instant ones instead.
we tried out. and YES-AH!!!!!!! *Phewit!!!* marvelous!
though instant, it is still a very good effort.

MONDAY: 15.01.07
Class started at 9am.
Ends around 4pm?
First Training with Paya Lebar Punggol Fc.

TUESDAY: 16.01.07
2nd training with Paya Lebar Punggol Fc

okay.
im out.

Gd nite people!!

Now Listening To: -
Artist: -

posted by heartthatcries at 7:49 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

back to school

once again, HApPY SChooL Reopen friends!!

a fresh start of the new semester. the final 2 months in ITE College East, Simei.

nothing much change for the time table. just that our Coaching Lecturer, Mr Trevor Lim is not taking us this time. Replaced by Mr Alan.

the January Intake came in today.

flooded the cafes and the blocks just like we did when we first came into the campus.

some familiar faces spotted.

still down with flu. heavy downpour.

CCA open house tmr.

oh well, im just so glad to see my friends again today.

okay. till tmr if i update, good bye.

Now Listening To: Come What May
Artist: Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGreGor

posted by heartthatcries at 5:09 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

From Footie to Escape

6th Jan '07
the initial plan was to kick ball at the nearby street soccer court in the afternoon with friends like Zee, Mas, Eunice, Yaya and some others from their club, Paya Lebar Punggol FC.

Eventually, we end up kicking the ball at Bradell Westlake Field, playing 11 a-side friendly for a new female football club: Jollilads Arsenal against Bishan Arsenal.

First time since the Holiday started, i got my ass running. fitness really pulled me down. went out about 15 minutes before half-time, and played a full 45 minutes on the 2nd half as there were not enough subs. i swear i actually wanted to sit right there and just ball-watching. my God. the heat. the field. i really feel like giving up (which i already did actually).

Had early dinner at Fork and Spoon, Toa Payoh after that.

got home and had my "ok" long warm shower.

the head spins like hell after that. it must have been from the heat.

Dehydration.

cried myself to sleep as the pain was unbearable.

well, overall, i really think that it was a great experience playing with experience palyers like my friends from the club and not forgetting to mention CiK Is and Mak Merah.thank you all for giving me the opportunity to play with you all.

7th Jan '07
Woke up at around 9am today. goto ready to head to the Escape Theme Park as planned. as predicted, all were late. (oh well, i just have to see who's coming.. hehe)
and so we got our butts at the place at 1 plus. and there was Shah the Joker & Natasha, Mr & Mrs Azhar, Dennis ans Naz & Nana. :D

to be honest, i was really (and i meant REALLY) scared to take the rides. then, after the 1st ride, i realised that im not scared at all. to overcome the fear, what i did was: Scream as loud as i can + laugh. seriously. it helps. ALOT. and i dont have to close my eyes after that. wohooo!!!
took the "water-slope-ride" and got myself all drench!!! my God!! it was Cool!! all the rides.
maybe someday, i will hit this place again. with more of US this time. haha!!

from headache to block nose and then now down with flu.

to those who were there today, thanks alot for the time. i had a good time and i really had fun today. thank you so much. to sop, my sreams are yours too aite. ;) take care girl.

and so we all know that school starts again tommorow.

uu-weee OR *sigh* ??

we shall see tmr.

im out.

HAppy School Re-open people!!!

Now Listening To: Promises
Artist: Matchbook Romance

posted by heartthatcries at 4:19 AM

Friday, January 05, 2007

here i go AGAIN

The weekend is here.

two more days before school starts again.

2 more days.

the Holidays have been a boring one since the FIBA ended.

but it wasnt as bad la when i looked back.

this last week of the Holidays, what i actually did was:

30.12.06
Did the opening for work at Bugis.
Went Dinner at Swensen's with Yaya and Zee.
Catch Night At The Museum with Yaya after that.
Dinner and movies : Yaya's treat.
Hangout at Civic's Mac with Yaya till around 11.30pm while waiting for the rest of the family to get home from Fishing.

31.12.06
Hari Raya AidilAdha and New Years Eve and also Cousin's Fuad birthday.
stayed at home till early evening before the family and i headed to Aunt's place at Boon Lay.

01.01.2007
The New Year.
the initial plan was to join kak maria and 2 of her darlings to MOS. but i backed out last minute when we failed to get a room at a budget hotel. how cool is that? haha..
and the finally made a choice to hit Kak Nat's place at JB after MOS.
for me, i hang out with Yaya and the other sisters at Mas's place in Sengkang. yup. a night of freedom. for my sister. for me. :D

02.01.2007
i cant remember what i did today. *haah* sorry.

03.01.2007
Diana came over in the early evening. went out with her after so long.
dropped by baby Shima's work in town and hang out together during her break time. wow.
thats when i realised how much i've missed them. planned to head to the movies sometime nextweek. with darling Hazwani too. i cant wait. another Girls Day Out after 2 years?

okay.
you read the 04.01.2007 entry down there.

sorry ladies. i just hafta do this. haha..

*yes SHASHA. i know its 2007 already. i will TRY ok. no more long entries* haha* keep nagging at me. i will still love you. *winks*

ok. enough.
im out.

Now Listening To: In Your World
Artist: Muse

posted by heartthatcries at 7:19 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Coming Up

Hello.

Hitting the Theme Park this Weekend with some Friends. and hopefully, it will be tis weekend.

uh-huh. cant imagine me riding in those big and scary play machine.

i' m a SCARDY-CAT. but im doing it somehow.

weee!!! we gona rock that place with my screams!!!! rite Sop?

ha ha.

less than 5 days to school reopen.

i want some more off days!!

*sigh*

you know hows it gonna be when school starts again.

Classes.

trainings.

games.

Projects.

aw. what else is new??

*Fuh*

taking it easy, im gona make through this.

im out!

Now Listening To: I'm Never Gonna Dance Again
Artist: George Michael

posted by heartthatcries at 10:03 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

Here we are..

12 months has gone,
another 12 months had just began.
all the bad memories was left behind,
the sweet, cute and beautiful ones remain.

this is a new year,
this is a new beginning.
it is time to look ahead,
be what i want to be, do what i want to do.

i want to be happier than last year,
cry less,
hurt less, (both for myself and others)
play more,
control my laughing syndrome,
grow long hair,
gain weight,
be fairer, (though its impossible)
take bike licence (still convincing mama),
graduate with good grades.

***********************************************************************************

..and so we are..

friends again..

Now Listening To: All Good things Come To An End
Artist: Nelly Furtado

posted by heartthatcries at 11:23 PM

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