Sunday, December 24, 2006

if you could see.

she waited for this day.
not sure if something will happen, but she never stop hoping.
she was extremely happy to get his text.
she cant stop smiling.

the next day she got her things ready.
those small things that was supposed to be his long time ago.
"today's the day i will give them all to him". she thought to herself.

with a nervous heart,
like a first time meeting someone you never seen before, she went out.
with happy thoughts she had in mind,
all the smiles and laughter she sees in her head.
she smiled to herself.

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there he was walking towards her.
she knows that default look was obvious.
she managed a "hi" and a smile and looked away.

she looked at him as he walk to the elevator.
she waited for him again to return.
he came back and they are on their way for their plan.

she smiled.
she feels like theres so much to talk about.
but she realised, there was nothing.

she waited.
for him to speak.
she didnt hear him much.

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they sat there eating.
a silent dinner.
she tried a joke.
he managed a (small) smile.

they made their way home.
he said somethings.
it breaks her heart.
she's not sure if he knows.

she hides the look.
she holds back the tears.
she took a deep breath.
and she faked smile.

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he sees her home to the door.
he dropped by for awhile after so long.

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..thats her mute day out..


posted by heartthatcries at 8:32 AM


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Monotonous is the middle name. boisterous in hyper situation. Silent when thinking. forgetful when hurried. smiles everytime. cries when in pain. laughs when worried. SITI.MONOTONOUS.MAS'AINAH. look through me. then, you will see.



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