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taaa-daaaaaa!!! here's what we had for Dinner. no rice. no gravy.

cos the Queen of the house is not well.

try it. its easy.

happy doing!!

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posted by heartthatcries at 7:57 AM

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Finally, i GOT TO upload the photo with #11. *Grins*

last nite was the final showdown for the basketballers from Korea and Chinese Taipei (for 3rd placing) and Japan and China for Champion and 1st runner up.

hard luck, both teams that we supported, Korea and Japan lost by 2 points to their opponent.

they played well. very well. congratulations to all teams.

last night, i gave away something precious to me. well, i just thought that it will be something memorable for her when she goes back to her home town. at least, something. not to remind her of me..(DUH..she dont even know me..)..but to remind her of our college. :D

wow. it was really a great pleasure to be able to meet this young players play. i very much wanted to talk to some of them, but i was too shy. just afraid that they wont talk to me back *kwang3*

more pics to be uploaded. stay tune. cos im still waiting from Dei and Nazimah to send mr the photos. :)

aite, till the next post. Daaaa!!

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posted by heartthatcries at 12:05 AM

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she waited for this day.
not sure if something will happen, but she never stop hoping.
she was extremely happy to get his text.
she cant stop smiling.

the next day she got her things ready.
those small things that was supposed to be his long time ago.
"today's the day i will give them all to him". she thought to herself.

with a nervous heart,
like a first time meeting someone you never seen before, she went out.
with happy thoughts she had in mind,
all the smiles and laughter she sees in her head.
she smiled to herself.

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there he was walking towards her.
she knows that default look was obvious.
she managed a "hi" and a smile and looked away.

she looked at him as he walk to the elevator.
she waited for him again to return.
he came back and they are on their way for their plan.

she smiled.
she feels like theres so much to talk about.
but she realised, there was nothing.

she waited.
for him to speak.
she didnt hear him much.

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they sat there eating.
a silent dinner.
she tried a joke.
he managed a (small) smile.

they made their way home.
he said somethings.
it breaks her heart.
she's not sure if he knows.

she hides the look.
she holds back the tears.
she took a deep breath.
and she faked smile.

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he sees her home to the door.
he dropped by for awhile after so long.

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..thats her mute day out..

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posted by heartthatcries at 8:32 AM

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maintaining at weekly update, i know im 2 days late.

though the break is ongoing, work ccupied my weekends.

get myself involved for the Asian Young Women U-20 Baketball Tournament held in school.

helping out on the first two and last two days of the tournament.

and yes, im supporting team Thailand, though they lost 3 games already, including today.

and so, Linda support team Korea(No 5, KIM). Nana Pendek, team Japan (No 9, Nagakawa).
and miss SIBOK Naimah, team Thailand.

and nazimah and myself support N0 11, Janthabut P. ;)

and, we took pictures together. and we are excited about it. and we know more pictures to be taken..and i cant stop talikng about it. *kwang3*

the weekend is here once again.

working on saturday.

took off on sunday and waiting for something to happen.

ouh. chirstmas this monday everybody!!! weeeee!!!

Dear Santa,
i wrote a wish list on a piece of paper.
i slipped it under my pillow so that you can read it later.
i want a Machine that can heal the feelings.
so i can give it to a friend, to help her feel better.
i want a candy playground.
so i can play happily with all my love ones, and eat the candy everytime we gets hungry.
i want a Love remote control.
so that i can change the mood fo an angry, frustrated and hopeless people.
i want a bag of hope.
for those who feels that they have lost everything.
and..
i want a "back to 24.12.2004" time machine..
for myself..

gdnite.

Now Listening To: Memory
Artist: Sugarcult

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posted by heartthatcries at 7:27 AM

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its funny how we get to choose the kind of friends we want,
but in the end, still get what we dont want.

its funny that we want so many things to happen,
but in the end, it didnt turned out as expected.

its funny that you can fall in love with someone,
only to find out that its only a fantasy.

its funny to want things that we cant get,
but still put so much hope on it.

its funny to be loving u,
from a distance,
from a collapsed side of our WORLD.

its funny to be missing you,
and not to let you know about it.


..its funny..
.sad.

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posted by heartthatcries at 4:36 AM

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All or Nothing

know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to meI
'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it allOr are we just friendsIs this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fallIt's now or never

Is it al lOr Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it allOr are we just friendsIs this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

~O-Town

an old time favourite song.

Now Listening To: You Make Me Feel
Artist: Westlife

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posted by heartthatcries at 7:07 AM

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SHUT UP.

im BLANK.

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posted by heartthatcries at 6:30 AM

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its Monday again.

Had Principle of Marketing CA in school just now.

went home straight after test. catch 168 from Tampines.

My computer is giving alot of problem recently. it went to the extreme, that all my files, pictures and songs are GONE. *chiken nugget!*

oh well.. whats new about computer virus.. *roll eyes*

OH YES!

POL-ITE games is FINALLY over man!!

been there, done it! *wohoo!*

no more touch games for me until next year, the upcoming Summer Touch League in February 2007. *GRINS*

oh, not forgetting to mention that, the younger players of ITE Touch Team will be playing in the World Of School Touch from 8-10 Dec 2006. ALL THE BEST LADIES. will be there to support. (oh well, im over aged for the competition you see.. )

mama's Birthday on 2nd Dec made her 44 this year. had a little gathering with the aunty's family (not all present though). mama cooked a few special dishes. 10 pieces of stingrays, tom yam soup, and beef curry to go along with the roti kirai.

ms bonch was very greatful to be served alot of good food. she wants more of it, but... (i leave it to your imagination..to whoever knew who ms Bonch is.. ;) )

and then.. later in the evening after aunty and her troops went home, we went to Causeway point to see some stuff.

and then....

and then....

and then....

*argh! i feel so guilty.. having played so hard in all the touch games....!!*

we went to KFC for supper. :l

heh.

wah.. this is what you get if i didnt update on time.

*ok2 rugby girls.. i know you all laughing already.. waiting to shoot me with this entry. dont complain k. oh.. anyway FIRAH.. thats for tagging eh.. haha!!*

ciao.

Now Listening To: I'mma Shine (OST Step Up)
Artist: Youngbloodz

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posted by heartthatcries at 3:38 AM

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