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Saturday, April 29, 2006last day
[sigh]
am i gonna be stuck @ home again today? everyone had gone out. Abg Lan and baby Norman is sleeping. argh. this is so depressing. LoVE is out working since morning. some friends are probably busy with work or their own things. shall i go out to the library? its the last day of the school holidays. [though tomorrow is a publiblic holiday too..] hmm.. :/ have to do the house work again. the clothes is hang outside after mama washed. have to clean the house. before everyone else come home. the cable for the telly-V is out of service for a while as Big Brother had taken the wire to exchange for a new one. think i'm cleanning up now la... then sleep.. oh ya.. almost forgot. we won the finals. well, ya..we won. excited.just a little. no trophies. instead, they will be giving us a T-shirt and Viser [or however they spell it.] disappointed. but hey.. happy also la.. :D PROMISE what would you say if I asked you not to go.to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me.would you take my hand and never let me go?promise me you'll never let me go.and now the stars aren't out tonight,but neither are we to look up at them.why does hello feel like goodbye? these memories can't replace,these wishes I wished and dreams I chased.take this broken heart and make it right.i feel like I lost everything when you're gone.left remembering what it's like to have you here with me.i thought you should know,you're not making this easy.i never thought I'd be the one to say:"please don't, well please don't leave me".i feel like I lost everything when you're gone.left remembering what it's like to have you here with me.i thought you should know,you're not making this easy.take my hand and never let me go,promise me...you'll never let go.make this last forever.i feel like I lost everything when you're gone.left remembering what it's like to have you here with me.i thought you should know, you're not making this easy.i'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you. -this was send to me by a friend via e-mail, Thursday, February 2,2006 Now Listening To: Photograph Artist: Nickleback posted by heartthatcries at 11:49 PM Friday, April 28, 2006holidays
had strawberry-vanilla ice cream with honey nut with almond toppings for breakfast today. [slurp].
today is Friday. nothing that i had done. stayed at home. [again. and forever..][roll eyes] man! i didnt have an exciting holiday except for the games on Saturdays. ..and the day i skipped training with Fifi. [sigh] .. plus+ the day i went out with Love. :D ..and the Mustafa Centre trip with the Family.. [guess it isnt that bad after all eh..hmm..] well, now that i'm a young adult, i dont actually look forward to the hols..except when i really need a time break from the projects. guess this is life.. the holidays. it is just so scary sometimes. you dont know what to do. it is complete boredom. well, maybe its not the holidays. it is just me. i'm a boring person. ha ha. this is funny. this is stupid. to complaint about everything. but i blame myself. ha ha. this is crazy. total insane. to be complaining almost about everything. but the fault is mine. ..haiya! im so bored la!.. tomorrow is the Final. Against SMU. tomorrow is the day to get even with them, hoping to grab the champ title for ITE. yup! all the way ladies! Now Listening To: I'm a Terrible Person Artist: Rooney posted by heartthatcries at 7:16 AM the 1 week story
Saturday, 22 April 2006
Sudden-Death. Yes!! We are in the final! Woke up this morning with a very bad cough and running nose. I was a coughing machine in the bus from home bus stop to interchange and back again. Was lucky I didn’t coughed in train cos I don’t wish to be the loud speaker, and get everyone’s attention. Rushed my ass to Toa Payoh and missed the 11.30 shuttle bus that I’m supposed to take. Damn. I owe the team drinks. Mel too. Dearest Mel brought cough syrup for me which I actually gulp in the bus and she is sweet to even make a I-don’t-know-what drink for the throat too. To be honest, it tasted like Mama Lemon, the dishes liquid soap. Thanks eh Mel. Appreciate all this. Thank you. This game against Bedok King again was very pressurizing. They were leading us by 2 points but eventually Ms Kristy and Anne worked it out to make it even. I guess the final score was 5 all. And then we proceed to the sudden death, where after every 2 minutes, 1 player will be taken out from the pitch. Whoever try it, is the winner. Down to 4, and there is still no try. Down to 3, and the game is getting more pressurizing. [imagine this. 3 players from each side playing on the 6 men pitch, and we had to cover the whole stretch of the pitch.] Breathing was getting harder for me. I couldn’t focus and I don’t know what I’m doing at some point. Worst of all, our game was the center of attraction! Waiting teams to use the pitch went “Awwww!!“ and “Argh” every time there is a drop ball or a touch. shit. I hate to be in this situation. Who does? Even Anne was scared okay. Everyone was until JO became our HERO!! [phew] thanks Jo. Stayed a little longer with Darling Fifi @ Turf City to watch Demons [Baby-Toks] against NTU. And off I go to the shuttle bus Q. saw Leo there and we sat and talk about the games while waiting for the bus. Well, Leo is a Touch player from RP. [..and she reminds me of somebody. Especially the hair. Hmm.] Wow. Am really excited for the finals. :D Another long entry I’ve got here. Well, I’m just excited I guess. ;) Okay. Till then, -cough cough-. Woops. Sorry. *kiss* ;D “Tonight I don't know where you are.But I know where you should beSo here I am all aloneWhen you should be with me” - Mest, Chelsea Now Listening To: Girl Fight Remix Artist: Brooke Valentine other Updates. Sunday, 23 April Met with the Boyfriend, or I rather call him LOVE to Marina Square. Spend the day walking around the shopping centre and sitting outside the building talking. It has been quite some time that Love and I spend a day together since I was busy with projects and training and games while he was busy with his own school project. Now that everything’s over for the both of us, im glad that we could spend a little time together. [well, though we didn’t spent much time seeing each other often, at least, we got to hear each other over the cell phone.] And yea, the day was fun for me. Teased Love like I always did. [angelic smile]. Sat at the bay for a moment and then went home as we both got to work the next day. Hey yang, thank you for the day. Had great time with you. And it has always been good. Thank you. By the way, its really nice to see you got “irritated-frustrated” when I teased you. Well, don’t blame me.. You make me do it.. *wink*. Monday, 24 April When I woke up in the morning, the first thing that was in my head was - TRAINING. Yup, I skipped training for work, and I felt awful to miss training. Open shop at 1030hrs. Haven’t made any sales only until around 2p.m+. it really scare the hell out of me. I would not want to imagine not doing any sales for my shift. It’s a total nightmare. At the end of my working shift, well, not much but acceptable sales was made. Thank you GOD. Tuesday, 25 April Got to work again this morning. The same thing, only managed to break the egg at around 2p.m+. I was lucky that my first customer brought quite a lot. But at the same time, this China National customer of mine create awareness to me. [Well you see, I had been robbed of $98 when working at PS last year by 2 China man and was close to be robbed again at TM but I was careful by that time. Fuck this robbers!] End work a little late today as Felicia got something to attend to. Melissa came over to my work place and then we went training at OFS together. At training, there was light faulty. But we still carry on with the play. Well, someone came by as she was with one of the girl before training starts. Haven’t seen her since mid-march. We didn’t even spoke a word to each other. Worst part was, we took the same train and alighted at the same stop. It hurts to see her. Especially now. She looked so different. Maybe because of the medication she have to take. I wish it hadn’t been this way between the two of us. I wish I was never misunderstood. “Counting stars wishing I was okay. Crashing down was my biggest mistakeI never ever meant to hurt youI only did what I had to Counting stars again” - Counting Stars, Sugarcult Now Listening To: Counting Stars Artist: Sugarcult Wednesday, 26 April (Today) stayed @ home. the holidays is ending.. havent gotten any new or good experiences... what a waste. Now Listening To: No, Not Now Artist: Hot Hot Heat posted by heartthatcries at 6:54 AM Friday, April 21, 2006the Babysitter.
for the past three days [including today,excluding Thursday], uh-huh, am the Babysitter.
only God knows how it feels like to be doing the housework + looking after the baby + keeping my cool to mama's nagging when she got home from work. [ma, sorry eh if i showed you rude attitude. i just couldn't talk back. i love you ma. sorry] well, for this 3 days that i've been alone with Baby Norman, i think, the environment was different. i d0n't know. it was different. every corner of the house, although its only like 3 months old, reminds me of grandma. the kitchen. the bedroom. the balcony. i see grandma everywhere. the chair that she always sat on. i see her there. i can still hear her. smell her. i miss nenek. so much. when night falls, i called the Boyfriend for conversation. but instead of talking about anything else, i broke down. the reason being, i miss nenek. dear boyfriend, im sorry that i broke down last night. i know you didn't mind. but still, i have to apologise. i didn't get a good night sleep. woke up even to the slightest sound in the room, outside. tomorrow's the semi's. hope to get well by tonight. or latest by early morning before travelling to Turf City. game against Bedok Kings. Again. wished to proceed to the finals and grab the Champ. hopefully. okay. am out now. guess who i'm chatting with right now? find out below. night. Now Listening To: Slipped Away Artist: Avril Lavigne ad.adthegreat.nooradlinasainal. posted by heartthatcries at 5:35 AM Thursday, April 20, 2006.shHh.
a quick post here before mama started screaming for me to go get my ass to bed.
past two days, i stayed home. watched the telly-V and just slacking @ home. i'm still down with flu.m fever's gone but been replaced with sore throat. skipped training @ OFS today. and it was'nt expected or planned. i went to work place @ Bugis earlier and met darling Fifi hana there to go look for her Boyfriends birthday gift. :D yey! she got it for him already. went to town to kill time. got ourselves finger food from Old Chung Kee. and we walk, and walk and walk till 6.30p.m. headed down to Exit B, where we should walk to OFS. eventually, when we got up there, we changed our mind about going for training. and so we decided to skip it. [innocent smile][fifi's smiling too] :D and the walking continues. to the Heren, we walked up and window shopped. captured ourselves @ the neoprint shop up there. heh. man! it was fun! ;) well, the worst-funny thing that we encounter today was, 'hearing-some guy-fart-out-loud' ! it was so loud that fifi and i cant stop laughing. the best part, THAT guy can actually turned back and looked @ us + laughed!! argh!!! what-was-in-his-mind!! and oh, forgot to mention. he was with his girlfriend la okay!! waliao eh.. if i was the girlfriend, i would have pinch his tummy for embarrassing me in public!! okay. so yea. i skipped training. with fifi. so, shh. dont tell anybody okay? ;p man. i thought i should be short & quick. never mind. good night every one. i'm glad you had great time with your boys dear. love you. Exam Results: ETP: B BCM: B FOF: B SW: S TPS: S FAC: C GPA: 2.944 [shit. 1 point lesser than last term] Now Listening To: Motivation Artist: Sum41 posted by heartthatcries at 7:48 AM Monday, April 17, 2006the Bestfriend.  i met the Bestfriend yesterday as it was our 5 years friendship day. i had my training before meeting her. well, like most of the time, she is late and that really pissed me off. but hey, what else can i do? i don't want to spoil the mood. [Angelic Smile] i actually travelled from Tanah Merah to Admiralty to meet her and back again to Lavender to have our lunch @ Beach Road Hawker Center. i had Mee Goreng and she had Nasi Goreng and WE had Tulang (bones). we took the train ride again to Jurong East. the intention was to try out ice skating, but unfortunately, it was closed to public as there is ice hockey training (i supposed). we then went to the arcade, sat for awhile and headed back to Woodlands for home. well, the day WAS supposed to be fun. but it didn't happened the way we wanted. the silence just suck after she sulk with i-dont-know-what-the-hell. oh well, i just hope that she likes the gift that i got for her with my own creativity. ..happy 5 years, Bestfriend.. i'm down with blocked nose and headache. blog again if i got the time. till then, good afternoon. "Don't wanna be here.Repeating a new year.Don't wanna let you down.'Cause i'm in a new town.Surrounded by let downs.I don't wanna let you down.I'm alright.I'm gonna make it.Even if i gotta fake it.I'm alrightI'm gonna make it.Even if i gotta break it.I'm alright.I'm in a new place.And you're now in my face.I don't wanna let you down.And i need my distance.'Cause i'm feeling selfish.I don't wanna let you down.I'm alright.I'm gonna make it.Even if i gotta fake it.I'm alrightI'm gonna make it.Even if i gotta break it.I'm alright.I'm just a memory of everything i'll ever need.I'm gonna make it now.Always...let you down." dedicated to the bestfriend, Sugarcult's "I'm Alright" all the words i never told you are better off left unsaid. Now Listening To: I'm Alright Artist: Sugarcult posted by heartthatcries at 9:49 PM Saturday, April 15, 2006Trademark
yesterday was Good Friday. the Family and i went to Grandma's grave. then, we went to Tekka to eat. it was a Food Marathon for me. you want to know why? because, i ate Chicken Briyani + 1/2 of plain and 1/2 of egg thosai + milk tea. :D but i rushed to the toilet once i got home! hehe! ;p
we then headed to Mustaffa Centre. i got 2 items from sister in-law and papa. an MP3 and a new PUMA bag. :) thank you. i think my legs almost give way cos we walked non-stop. i had a good time with my love ones. after training on Thursday, i bump into Rachel @ Woodlands Station. WOW. she look soo fine. Beautiful. ;) and oh, she told me something: "Actually, i'm not sure if it was you or not. but i recognise the way you walk." [Kwang-kwang-kwang] and so, i replied: "oh? ha ha. you mean, the DINOSAUR walk?" and she actually said YES-NO. :D oh well. DINOSAUR. a trademark given to me back in secondary school days from a Devilish-Angel friend, Suhairie Samad. and i guess, it still exist among the Orchid Park Secondary School Pioneer people. :) (oh..i havent heard from him after the last time he called to say his condelences) Today, stayed @ home. got the MP3 stucked to my ears. ate quite alot.again. okay, am watching VCD wuth the family soon. blog again later if i log in. good night! :D "Everybody’s watching you,Breathing in your every move.Look around when the world is empty.Look around if you’re guilty.Everybody’s after you,I wait in line to touch you.Look around if you ever miss me.Look around because it kills me.It’s overThere’s nothing you can do.There’s nothing you can say,To keep me here.It’s overYou say we’re just friends,We're playing pretend to keep me here.Every night I lay in bedI think about the things you said.Look around, I’m the one, your onlyLook around it still kills me.It’s over, To keep me here.Doesn’t anyone care?Everybody’s watching you and counting down your every move.Look around when your heartbeat’s empty,Look around if it’s guilty.It’s overYou say we’re just friends,We're playing pretend to keep me here.It’s over.There’s nothing you can do,There’s nothing you can sayTo keep me here.It’s overYou say we’re just friends,It’s almost the end,I’m outta here.It’s over,I’m outta here." - OVER, Sugarcult (one of my favourite song from Sugarcult. Emo? have i send you this? tell me k? :) ) to you.for you. Now Listening To: Beep Artist: Pussycatdolls posted by heartthatcries at 5:55 AM back and forth.
Monday, 10/04/2006
training was @ 9a.m. in school and i was freaking late. i cabbed from Payar Lebar to school. worst part was, i had the PE Room key with me. Coach was damn angry with those who came late. wo0ps. Love came over to fetch me from training. we were actually going to the Botanic Garden to have some pics taken for Love's Magazine project. we had great fun doing it. :D thank you dear. and i have 2 pics of the shot as my skin. :D Tuesday, 11/04/2006 woke up with the body aching from the shoulder to the toe. played a little game before getting ready to go to the Bestfriend's place to chill. @ the Bestfriend's place, we watched ICE AGE 2. we laughed like hell when SID sang. its really cute. ;D and we did MILO DINOSAUR. or rather i shall say I, ME did the MILO DINOSAUR. [GRIN] fried Burger Ramly's beef petty with pepper and we had some otah-otah. [yum-yum] ;D almost the whole day i was there. left the house only @ close to 10p.m. got home and got changed. spoke to the Boyfriend for a while and lights off. Wednesday, 12/04/2006 [TODAY] i got a new skin! thank you to my honey, shahidah. i stayed home today. cos i'm really tired. got my traing tomorrow at 7p.m @ OFS pitch. oh well, it's just a normal Wednesday. signing out now. Happy Wednesday. I want you to know that, i miss you. i miss you so.- Finch i am making myself believe that you are still there. Now Listening To: Letters To You Artist: Finch posted by heartthatcries at 2:38 AM Sunday, April 09, 2006Flying Off Again.
It had been confirmed that papa is flying to the US again this Saturday, 15th April 2006. This time, he will stay there for only three weeks.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - i woke up from my afternoon nap from a cramp leg. i looked @ the clock and it is close to 2 hrs that i've slept. lately, ive been seeing alot of people in my dreams, of which most of them i have never seen before. i dreamt that i was living in a very huge and old house which is four storey high. it was raining and the lights are all very dim. there were alot of people, for which most of them i didn't know, of which most of them are old ladies wearing white Jubahs and Tudungs. i'm not clear how i got to the 4th floor and looked out the window. it had stopped raining then. only cloudy. that was when i saw Donna and some people doing Tap Dancing @ the bus stop infront of the house. when i turned my back and turned again, everyone is gone. there,in the same room, i saw my sister sitting and asked me if i want to sleep. i can't remember if i had said anything. so i pulled the curtain for her. /flash/flash/ i went to the bottom ground and saw a man i don't know entering the house. i was told that the house have to be sold off. i argued but he never listen. i started crying. cos i felt that i love the house. the man just go up the stairs and i went after him. i went up the stairs trying to catch up with him, but what i saw was one of the old ladies lying down on the stairs giving her last breath. i managed to say this to her as i cried: "please don't go. you have to be strong. you remind me of nenek. if you leave me, who will visit me?" posted by heartthatcries at 1:49 AM Saturday, April 08, 2006Finish.
finally, the final game for Summer Touch League against Republic Polytechnic is over.
game should start @ 1p.m. but unfortunately, the rain pours so heavily. and so we are all stucked under the tent @ Turf City. can you imagine that? No ONE was around except for us and the opponent! wah! the wind blew so strong and it made me shiver.. :1 we waited for another 30 minutes to see if Mr Rain would be kind enough to stop and let us play. [YES! Mr Rain heard us. he stopped pouring and let us play. yey! ;)] as usual, i was in for the first 6. game was hard due to slippery hands and ball. the pitch was flooded and i had a very good dives! weeee!! i brought home another mark on the right knee. [OUCH] final score: RP Pixies 2 WITE 9 "when i'm in the pitch, i give my best." - nana Now Listening To: My Only One Artist: Plain White T posted by heartthatcries at 5:05 AM Friday, April 07, 2006DAD
dad.
i never knew what it meant. i was so young then to understand. what i saw was what i thought was the meaning. you are a man. a violent. you hit mom every single day. you took every cent of her pay. you made mama cried. you made me cry. is that what a dad means? to hit. to abuse. to hurt. i hate you so much. not because i wanted to. but you made me hate you. you were never there. you never cared. now that i have grown up, it hurts even to think of what you did. to mom. for 13 years you treated her bad. for 13 years, i wonder if mama always feel sad. did she ever felt happy when she was still with you? i don't know. mama never complained. only she knows how painful it was. she never cried infront of us. she smiles and laugh all the time. dad, now that i'm older why only now do you see me as your daughter? why only now that you are proud of your children for their achievements? you never cared. you never did. why now? sentimental. emotional. now. why do i think of DAD everytime i'm alone with mom? posted by heartthatcries at 3:42 AM Thursday, April 06, 2006
shit.
i forgot. i left my only specs on the cafe's table after training! gosh. i am not going to tell anyone @ home. NO. NO. ok. bye. :( posted by heartthatcries at 8:21 AM unkind.
Wednesday's game against RP had been cancelled due to very heavy rain and bad lightning.
Game will be held on Saturday @ 1p.pm instead @ Turf City. burnt again. and so on the day we should have the game, the Boyfriend, Sophia & Deidre came to watch. unfortunately, its been cancelled. however, thank you all for your time dropping by to give your support. :) spent close to 2hrs last night talking with the Boyfriend under my block. thank you dear. :) had training again earlier today @ 4pm. we were unable to use the pitch as there were soccer selection. damn. i miss soccer so much! :/ unkind. i just don't know where i have gone wrong. the way i treated you. the way i reacted. why does it seems like every steps i made is a mistake? i tried to please you. i tried to make time for you. but at the end of the day, i'm the one you blamed. why? kindness can be a disaster. being unkind is worst. what do you want from me? even when i tried. you just saw the bad side of me. is it time to let go? this has been going on a little too long. or should i just let you eat me? i tried to keep my cool. i tried to be strong. but for how long? i never know. this is just killing me softly. Now Listening To: Wake Me Up When September Ends Artist: Green Day posted by heartthatcries at 7:54 AM Tuesday, April 04, 2006The Way.  its the way you looked at me. the way that you stare. the way you spoke to me. you never glare. its just the way.. the way you held my hands in yours. i don't feel lost. the way you hold me tight. i wished it would be all night. its just the way.. the way you are loving me. the way you are treating me. its just the way.. the way that you make me feel. Today's game against RP is on @ 6p.m. this would be our last game for the league unless we manage to be in the semis next Saturday. we hope to be in till the finals and hope to win the finals. Hope our hope will come true. [pray hard] Tomorrow, training as per normal. spoke to the Boyfriend last night. :D slept with the earphone on. good musics @ late night. i can't believe its already Wednesday now. days past so fast. and the weekend is near again. wow. it is really fast. okay. till then, take care you all. Now Listening To: Its The Way You Make Me Feel Artist: Steps posted by heartthatcries at 8:36 PM Rain.Lightning.Thunder.
rain.lightning.thunder.
the weather for the past few days wasn't as bad as today's. rugby training was held @ the Indoor Sports Hall. Today's session was a good one. the tries. the side-steps. the dives. the team work. Most probably, the on-hold game against Republic Polytechnic will take place either tomorrow or this Friday @ 6p.m. in our school pitch. Home Ground. Got the e-mails from the WITE team babes earlier today. Jo had planned to have dinner after Summer Touch League. this is going to be fun! wee! but the place have not been decided yet though. okay, my handphone tempororily out of service. so yea. get me @ home number ya. yup,okay. what else shall i update today eh? ;D just can think of anything. maybe i'm too tired? :) okay, gota go call the Boyfriend now. hopefully my internet acess will still be in service tomorrow. if not, i'll update again when the bill is settled. ;) alrite, till then, nana loves you! "rain drops keep falling on my head....." Now Listening To: Unbelievable Artist: Craig David posted by heartthatcries at 7:09 AM Monday, April 03, 2006LOST. again.
[YAWN]
it is raining outside. the lightning is really scaring me. the thunder. worst. i stayed home today. to release the tiredness. been on the computer since the afternoon. Bored + Tired = tired bored. killing the day by singing.. [opps. did i caused it to rain?] ;D dear angel, i think i lost somebody. i'm not sure where she had gone to. i haven't heard from her since i-dont-know-when. dear angel, could you be kind enough to help me? tell her i miss her. dear angel, thank you so much. Now Listening To: One Wish Artist: Ray J posted by heartthatcries at 2:17 AM Sunday, April 02, 2006Livin a Movie
the second day of a new month- April.
today was Baby Norman's day. not birthday, just some traditional thing day. ;D slept @ close to 2 a.m. yesterday and woke up as early as @ 7.30a.m. today? :/ yup.blogging again after two days of silence. Saturday's game against Black shades 2 was okay. did the biggest mistake ever that allowed them to break through and score a try. >SHIT<> WITE 7 Blacks 3 after game, went to the Civic "south-pole" Library to meet the Boyfriend. OR rather, shall i say, accompany him to do his project with my own iniative >GRIN< (did i spell it right?) :D sat in the air-con for quite long but had a good time though. and the sitting continues after we went out from the "south-pole". the Boyfriend grabbed a twisties and Lychee tea from the 7-11 and fed me some of it. (Thank you). for the whole year we have been together, i realized that we dont actually talk about us, UNLESS there is something to point out or clarify. all we do was, sit, stare, smile and laugh to his good jokes and my lame-O conversation. xp &...i like it like that.. do you think/feel the same, love? :D ow-kay. here comes the ending for today's entry. the eye is begging for mercy, the body cries for sympathy. lets end this entry with this poem below.. but before that, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!! :D i woke up every morning. i turned & looked in the mirror. i stared at the girl staring back at me. she asked: "Today, how is your life going to be?" i went closer to the girl. i looked her in the eye. i kept asking her why. i am part of this world. i have to live a fake life. to smile & laugh even through my tears. to hold the life & what i have. to keep silence of all my fears. yesterday, today & tomorrow. i am different everytime. happiness, joy, sadness & sorrows. all of these feeling i had in line. life is full of unexpected things. life-you never know what it might bring. life-a lead actress i am. life-change me every now & then. ..life is a movie to me.. Now Listening To: Livin a Movie Artist: Kanye West posted by heartthatcries at 8:20 AM |
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