you know what?

i wished you read blogs.

i wished you read mine.

im not sure if im disappointed.

or should i say sad?

i do not know.

and i do really wished that you read this blog.

cos i want to tell you things i cant seem to convey to you.

"i wish i AM the first person to know. about things. about you. but its not coming. cos all this while, i think i AM the last to know."

well, i still wish. and wont stop wishing.

Nana.

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posted by heartthatcries at 2:10 PM

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dear people,

i think ive decided to leave blogging.

as much as i want to, time does not allow me to.

yup. so, so long and take care.

love,
-siti mas'ainah-

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posted by heartthatcries at 7:37 PM

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DNA.

:)

the reason for my evryday smiles.

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posted by heartthatcries at 9:10 AM

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You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall
Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes
There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy
Without you One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

-Def Leppard

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posted by heartthatcries at 8:50 AM

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there is so much to tell.
so much to share.
to laugh about.
to cry for.

however at this moment of time with the internet access problem i m facing, it got me pissed and fed up to update.

so far, all i can tell is that my life has been good. thank you.

the family.

the friends.

:)

love you all.

till next time!

-nana mas.

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posted by heartthatcries at 8:33 AM

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By: TLC

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

[Chorus:]
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie

Dear lieYou're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

[Chorus]

Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

[Chorus]

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie LieLie Lie
Dear lie

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posted by heartthatcries at 2:50 AM

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its May Day today. or be more precise, Labour Day they call it.

Today is boring.

the family had me for this whole hours of 24.

anyhow, yesterday's session with the Girls was freaking crazy.
i had my craziest, my nonsensical side up close and personal.

i dont know how i did it. it happened so naturally.

those stupid jokes. those boisterous laughs.

GOD.

that was the most laughing session i ever had with those girls.
it feels good. to be at that moment. wow.

now, is that a good thing or not?

at one point, i think i really am happy.
at another, i wondered: "am i heading for a major breakdown?"

well, whatever it may be, i still think i want more of that moment.

Till next time.

Happy Holiday People!

Now Listening To: Life Is Wonderful
Artist: Jason Mraz

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posted by heartthatcries at 2:32 AM

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Stayed at home on thursday and friday

how boring can Nana Mas's life be?

*roll eyes*

Got an engagement invitation a few blocks away from home on Saturday.
the bride: GORGEOUS.

many relatives were there.
almost every face seem unfamiliar.

wow.
i never thought i'd have a relative who looked like the No 11 Thai basketball player.
HAAH *do the patrik way*.

and so on sunday,with Yaya, stopped by Civic's Regional Library to borrow a book before going over to Zee's place for her farewell gathering.
Zee's going to India for School Attachement. how cool is that. however, i'm super glad that IA in ITE is local companies. i'd die of fright if i have to travel all the way to another people's country. *GULP*

well, Nana is a Scardy cat. :)

on May DAY, planned to catch up with the close 4 for zee's mini farewell gathering. however, seems like i chose the wrong day?
*woops*

okay. so much i've typed today.
dont guess when the next entry will be posted. ;)

Now Reading: FRIENDS & FAMILIES
Author: Margaret Kaine

Now Listening To: Say It Right
Artist: Nelly Furtado

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posted by heartthatcries at 12:03 AM

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one:













I went for my virgin ankle injuries treatment.






believe it or not.






A.c.u.p.u.n.t.u.re.






.OUCH.













Two:





Many-many thing happened.


In 24 hours.





Of that Day.





Three:





Met up 2 close friends at Vivo City.


Did catching ups and updating each other about current situations.





And so i brought along an Old-skool card game: SNAP.





We sanpped for almost 10 rounds and, guess who's QUEEN?





Need no introduction cos.. ehem. it was me. *thank you2*





Its been quite a while since a had a great laugh. it feels so great to be feeling like that.


i had so much fun that night. *honest*





After so much laughing and doing squads for snapping at the wrong card, we headed for dessert at Earls Swensen.





They both had Fondue. 5 scoops of ice creams, banana slice, strawberries, cherries, wafers, brownie and almond slice, almond-chop toppings and of course the thick and yummy chocolate fudge to go with everything in the list. and yes, a slice of 3 different layers of ice-cream cake for the belated birthday girl. the other's treat.





i had Waffle for myself. Rectangular shaped waffle with 2 scoops of vanilla ice crea, strawberry and marshmellow toppings.


I didnt enjoy it as much as i thought i would. cos its too much butter. :)


Anyhow, i really had a good outing. Doing it again soon. Be waiting for 15th. thank you chicks for making my day! :D





okay.
I could not think of anything else to share.


Shall update again when i update.





Take Care people.

Now Listening To: Everywhere I Go

Artist: Katherine Mcphee

Labels: Laughter.

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posted by heartthatcries at 10:24 PM

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